I Got A Date!!!

Ok Hayden this ones for you, thanks for the encouragement. January 4th I will be having my surgery!! I am so excited and also nervous. So much to do before hand. I have lost 35 pounds so far, that is before Thanksgiving and the last week. Stress at work, holiday treats and lack of discipline have not been a good combination. I am determined to continue to lose weight before my surgery. There is so much I have to do in preparation. Get vitamins, protein drinks, food journal and other stuff. I am thinking of also going and getting a pair of pants and a shirt in a size I haven't seen in years to keep in my closet as a goal. I think the thing that worries me the most is that they go in and find something wrong and won't be able to do the surgery. A friend of mine asked me since i had lost some weight already had I thought about not having the surgery and just keep trying on my own. I told him if this had been the first time I had been able to lose some weight I might but this isn't the first time I have lost 35 pounds in the short term. Heck I have even lost over 70 pounds one time. It's the long term thats always been an issue. I know i need something that will help me in process. The surgery will be that tool that I need to change my life forever. I am so looking forward to the new year and the continuation of this Adventure To Normal.