Tonight will be my last New Years Eve as a fat guy! That may sound harsh to some but I am very excited to be able to say it. When you have struggled for so long it feels great to know that very soon the outcome will be totally different. No it will not be easy, anyone who thinks the surgery is a magic fix has not been through it or has not investigated it. I look forward to this next year to some what may be strange things to some but here is a list of what I hope/plan to do in 2010. In no particular order and some are just milestones along the way.
To be under 300 pounds
Then be under 250 and then ...
To buy & be able to wear a size 38 pants ( I really hoping 36)
To start running for exercise again & take Eddie
To start biking again & go with my kids
To fit in a booth in a resturant comfortably
I can't wait to go sailing- thanks To Chalena & Dad
I want to go sky diving
To stand next to my brother and hold up a pair of my old pants and see how we both fit in them.
Above all else not to feel embrassed about how I look.
Happy New Year!
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Reading your blogs is a beautiful thing. It's difficult for us to be transparent, but you are laying it all out there... its truly inspiring. Don't be afraid to be real and honest throughout this process... its in our weaknesses and vulnerablity that God truly uses us. And you my friend are being used in a mighty way.
ReplyDeleteWe are all so proud of you... keep writing it all down :)
Your in my prayers!!!!!!!!!!